When I was a kid, I was playing in my yard with other kids. Tag or hide-and-seek, some game that entailed being chased and running away. There was a low stump of a pretty big maple tree right in the middle of our back yard. Pretty big, but not real high, maybe an inch or two high. I think I may have been wearing flip flops. I tripped on something (the flipflops?) near the stump and fell hard, my chest landed right upon that hard stump and it knocked all the air out of my lungs to where I literally could not take a breath for several long seconds. When I finally coukd, it was difficult and I was like a drowning person sucking that air into my lungs like it was truly life-or-death, because in that moment, that’s what it seemed like. Needless to say, it was frightening, I was about 9 or 10. I sat there stunned even after I managed to breathe, as I had never experienced anything so scary thus far in my young life. Well, that is how I felt when I read the article about the Somali Baptist missionary I posted before this one. My youngest son took this same vaccine. I had tried to warn him. But he wanted to get home on leave so badly, he went ahead to get it so he could fly back here to VA from California where he was stationed, (still is, but right now, for the next 6 months, deployed to the Middle East). He is in the Air Force.

I knew I would be sort of holding my breath from now on, as to what the potential effects would be for him, down the road, but so far, he has had no complications or detrimental effects to manifest. I am not assuming that he will, but I’m not assuming that he won’t, because I believe there are things that it will cause that won’t manifest until years down the road, in those who live that long. That one quote in the article that said it all: “many will die, but many more will live and wish they hadn’t”. That’s chilling.

Pastor Lawson said in his sermon yesterday, he believes it will be a genocide. (about 28 sec mark, near the end of his sermon).

Anybody who has not yet awakened to the potential implications of all that has happened in our world, I could almost wish them the ability to sleep on, if not for the fact their eternity is at stake.

A lot of creative psedonyms are popping up to evade the algorithm censor bots. John Haller refers to it as the “Charlie one-niner”. It’s all so crazy! But it is very clear there’s a line between those who are utterly deceived and those who love truth.

The Hegelian dialectic of Marxism works. Bad guy wants to rule the world. Bad guy has found a way to do so, but how can he get the people to comply? Fear is a powerful motivator, so he will use that. He has  a “solution” (evil plan he wants to implement), and we know people will do just about anything if they are fearful enough. Fearful of suffering. Now all that is needed is a crisis. This crisis isn’t over. It’s just getting started.

That is not coming. It’s in progress. The ones who took the vaccine, are now superspreaders, and are still getting covid. Too many people aren’t taking it, so they will have to ramp up the crisis factor again. Lockdowns are still in full effect many places, and where they have let up, they’ll be reinstated eventually. This time, the hold-outs will be unable to work, buy, sell, or leave their own home. For a while, a negative covid test might serve as a ” passport” to essential things like getting groceries, but they won’t be free and you’ll need a new test every week or more.

If a household contains compliers as well as resisters, the resisters eventually will be separated completely from all the rest of society, relocated.

Governments are collapsing.

Something has been set in motion that will not be stopped, and will reach every living person eventually, and much sooner than many expect. If all humanity were flying in a plane and the plane was stalling and struggling, this is the point when there is no question as to the outcome. Both engines are dead. All that is left is gravity.

God’s people are weary and vexed by what we are seeing, but there shouldn’t be any fear in it, except fear for those not saved. You may feel fear and anxiety, but you can choose not to open the door and let it move in. God has given us means to defeat fear. His Word, and our faith, the Holy Spirit. Trust is a choice. Whenever I am afraid I will trust in thee! Psalm 56:3

There is not one thing yet to happen before the antichrist rises, that can’t be brought about in a matter of days or weeks. We don’t know if it will happen that soon, but it is all in place, so it could happen very quickly.

Men’s hearts will fail them with fear, to see what is coming on the Earth. The news is full of claims that food shortages have already begun, and true famines are spreading to places that never experienced it. Crops are being eaten by locusts, swallowed by fire, and killed by drought.

We have been watching, yet we are still stunned. Imagine that moment some time after the rapture when those left behind realize. Even those who will wake up before the rapture, and have their eyes suddenly opened, how the dawning understanding might rattle them.

God warned and warned. Prophets and preachers warned. Mothers and fathers warned their sons and daughters. I pray God removes the scales of those loved ones you and I have prayed for and witnessed to. Keep praying, keep warning. Stay in the light where it is spiritually safe. It doesn’t garauntee you won’t suffer in the flesh, but that struggling flesh will contain a soaring spirit as long as your eyes are fixed on Jesus the savior and good shepherd. He is faithful. There’s an end to suffering for the blood-washed church, and we are not appointed to wrath. No matter what happens, remember that faith is a choice, and without faith it is impossible to please Him. If you want to please Him, trust Him. It may not be easy, but it is simple!  It is not about how much Bible you have memorized, it’s about how much Bible you have consumed and believed. It’s not about the words you say in prayer, it’s that you always talk to Him that matters. Tears can be a prayer. We can expect to wrongly be villified, so ask the Lord to give you a tough hide. It will not be the accusers outside the church that will hit you hardest, it will be other professed Christians. Mentally place  offenses under the blood, because Jesus paid for it. He has a right to be offended, we actually don’t, because all sin is sin against Him, including our own. A hard thing to keep in mind, believe me, I know, and fail a lot at it, but it is true. We owe Him that and so much more. If you have to wrestle, wrestle with Him.

Praise God for His grace and mercy. He has been so patient.

“He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty”. Ps 91:1

“Let me not be ashamed, O LORD; for I have called upon thee: let the wicked be ashamed, and let them be silent in the grave.  Let the lying lips be put to silence; which speak grievous things proudly and contemptuously against the righteous.  Oh how great is thy goodness, which thou hast laid up for them that fear thee; which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee before the sons of men!  which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee.Thou shalt hide them in the secret of thy presence from the pride of man: thou shalt keep them secretly in a pavilion from the strife of tongues.” Psalm 30: 17-20

“For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.” Psalm 27:5




9 thoughts on “Stunned

  1. I will join you in covering your boy in prayer. My entire extended family on my mom’s side and 90%+ on my dad’s side have taken it. Some will leave behind young children. It breaks my heart, but I am covering them in prayer. I believe God can, and quite possibly will, protect those who took it out of naive ignorance. There are people protesting its mandate all over the world. We shall see how effective those protests are for the short term. I believe, despite what the MSM tells us, the resistors are in the majority. That is why “they” are behaving so desperately and making every attempt possible to ram it down our throats. Someone posted on Facebook about going on vacation and the post was flagged with a vaccine information notification. Does one have to be vaccinated in order to fly now? I have no plans to fly ever in my future so I’m not in that loop.


    • Continuing my last comment regarding flying. I heard a report that vaccinated pilots have died due to blood clots upon reaching a certain altitude. This truly is a genocide. I believe mystery Babylon is coming more into focus, especially with the use of her sorceries.


      • Yes, flying increases risk of clots already, so the vax increases the risk. I agree it’s a genoside and not all effects have occured. I expect there will be delayed effects as well as genetic effects in offspring of those who aren’t rendered barren by the vax. It’s getting all too real.

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    • Amen! I apologize for late acknowledgement and or responses to comments. I am restricting my screen time and exposure to the harshest of realities within a brief, limited window each day now. Just can’t handle the “always plugged in” anymore. My heart can’t endure the sadness of so many things that are happening. More often I just put on some orchestral instrumental hymns and just meditate on the Lord.


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