Evil fatigue is a real thing

I am asking the Lord for personal revival. 2022 has taken a lot out of me. It’s been a challenging year, and I typically deal with a degree of “seasonal affective disorder” every year if I am not proactive to keep up my vitamin D, and other measures to mitigate it.

We have all been through times in life when the dark clouds hang around, when it begins to feel like the bad stuff refuses to let up, and we know we are near the end of our capacity to deal. We know the Lord will be taking us home soon, but just like the last couple of weeks of pregnancy before the due date, knowing so barely makes a dent in the sense of fatigue and heaviness.

There have been so many times lately that just a handful of articles is all I can wade through, and even then, I hardly can bring myself to share one more example of the darkness that is swallowing up this world.

This is such a serious time, and though there is certainly nothing wrong with lightheartedness, for me it feels inappropriate in light of the hour, in the way that frivolous laughter might do in the presence of deep mourning.

My soul longs for Jesus. I hunger for the righteous reign of Christ on Earth. I know that in this flesh, there is nothing good. Even as I look upon the evil of this world, I know that self is made up of the very same stuff. I say with the psalmist David, “I am troubled; I am bowed down greatly; I go mourning all the day long. For my loins are filled with a loathsome disease:  and there is no soundness in my flesh. I am feeble and sore broken:  I have roared by reason of the disquietness of my heart. Lord, all my desire is before thee; and my groaning is not hid from thee. My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it is also gone from me. (Ps 38:6-10)

The more that I observe the enveloping evil and darkness, the more aware I am of the capacity for evil that resides in my own flesh, and the more thankful I am that my Savior went to that cross to ransom me from bondage to this enemy that is rising in power, this beast that seeks to kill and devour, and that will be given free reign soon for a little while. How can we not be sober?

But we know joy comes in the morning, for those who by grace, through faith, trust in the shed blood of Jesus in His death, burial and resurrection, and are saved.

I pray God save Joe Biden and Klaus Schwab, and Yaval Harrari, and Pope Francis. I pray God’s will be done. I pray righteousness prevails and God be glorified in American government and for the peace of Israel. I pray eyes will be opened and people set free from delusion and lies and bondage under the principalities and powers of this present darkness, that the enemy be thwarted in all of his schemes in the name of Jesus! He has already secured the victory! I pray people will receive the gospel, know the Truth, and be set free!

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One thought on “Evil fatigue is a real thing

  1. “There have been so many times lately that just a handful of articles is all I can wade through, and even then, I hardly can bring myself to share one more example of the darkness that is swallowing up this world.” Me too.

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